Baby #2 Guilt

I had my doubts. I felt my share of guilt. There are days when I still feel the guilt creep up on me. It’s usually the ones when I found myself short-tempered with my oldest or when I kept him at daycare a few minutes longer than I normally would, just to have a second longer to myself.

For a while, I questioned whether having a second baby was the right decision. But, seeing them together, seeing him so genuinely in love with his brother, erases every shred of doubt I’ve ever felt.

I can’t wait to see them grow up together. Our hearts have never been so full.

If you’re feeling guilty for having number two - struggling to have number two - or even number one - I see you mama & I’m sending you so many hugs.